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Updates

Before you start reading this post, i have to warn you that this is gonna be a long one, it's the update from last week and it's sooooo freaking wordy.

It's 14th the Friday today and it's gonna be a long weekend.

• Friday : 2 parties to attend tonight
• Saturday : working tomorrow, chalet after work
• Sunday : Work, prepare for school on Monday -.-

The past week hasnt been a good 1 for me.

It started out on 4th August, whereby it's the date me and Steven suppose to be together for 3 years. Feeling moodless at school, Kerry sms me, saying that he'll be leaving Singapore in 2 days time due to some change of plans. Tears almost drop out my eyes.

5th August, Wednesday, ladies night, met up with Ken as he just came back from Scotland, for drinks and sheesha as usual. Tyan and Andrew came as well. Later on at night, brought Laura and Noora to Supperclub for drinks. Awesome night indeed, and thus explains why i skip school the next day.

6th August finally arrive, feeling depressed and sad, saw Kerry at the airport, gave him a hug, knowing that i would not be able to see him in a few years time. Left the airport about 2am, tears rolling down continuously as usual, suppose to meet Carlsson, Nor and Brandon for supper, in the end, i was there drinking beer.

7th August, Friday, i was pondering whether i should skip school again or not, however, knowing the fact that Valerie's in my class, i decided to cab there, wasted $15 and reach school about 1.30pm. At night, met up with Ken and Andrew and one of his friend Dan. Went to Sahara and drink, yes, again i know.

8th August, went to work as usual, feeling depressed as usual too. Work was fine as it ended really early. Reached home about 1am, turn on the laptop, watch tv, listen to the radio. Didnt expect Tosh would sms me, because he saw someone like me at Rebel. Lol. Anyway, i invited him over to my place for a drink, he reached at about 4am. Meanwhile, i was just surfing the net and watching random movies. He brought a drunk friend whom i forgot his name, but yea, he's kinda cool. Anyway, we went to 7-11 to get a small bottle of gin and was just chilling out at this small room of mine while his friend was sleeping at the living room. They left around 8am plus.

9th August, Happy National Day indeed, work up at 2pm, thought i was going to be late for work, getting ready for the "slam-mest" day at work, i work up reading a sms about the death of Sheng Yao and Clara. Called Vincent and Santos telling them i would be late for work. With an empty stomach, went to Mandai Cremotarium and back to work, crying heavily. Work was a blast, finish at 5am, customer offer drinks at night, with empty stomach but feeling sad, i couldnt help but just to drink it. Went home about 6am, shower and took a nap.

10th August, Public holiday, work up at 8am, rush to Mandai Cremotarium again, this time, feeling even more sad, and still with empty stomach since Sunday. Not forgetting i still did not have a proper meal, sometimes, i wonder how did i survive. Work starts at 12pm but i came at 11am. Slept at the back with my towel as a pillow and my t-shirt covering my face from the droplets of rain. Woke up with Ben and Sherine came for work. Work ended at 7pm for me because i was freaking tired. Finally ate a plate of chicken chop that Vincent brought for me. Thanks to that, i finally survive for a little while. Headed down to Lina's birthday party, Yao Yong kinda pissed me off but oh well, forget it. And yea, one of their friend too, gave me a shock and did not dare to go home.

11th August, i did not go school, i went back home in the morning. Still feeling scared, i didnt dare to leave the house. Sleep till the next day.

12th August, went Sentosa with Zinc and Valerie, met up with some colleagues and Loof people. Something creepy happen to Valerie, but i dont wanna say it. Anyway, went to catch "Up" the movie with them, then meet Carlsson for a little chat. Dexter then fetch me to go have dinner. Then back to IndoChine to meet Brandon. Was about to go home then i saw Steven, went to say hi to him, but was kinda ignored. I was feeling even down. Why do so many things have to happen to me. Cant we even be friends now. Dexter was nice enough to accompany me home and stay and chat and drink and smoke with me till about 5am before he went home.

13th August, apparently i manage to go school early, however, i saw my UT 2 grades for PR. Fcking pissed, and sad, cried in class. I hope miracles happen, i dont wanna retain =.=

And finally today. I hope there's a better week infront of me now.

Life hasnt been smooth for me these days, weeks, month. Help.

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FML

Our last meet up, 25th October 2008. Rejected meeting you cause i never thought you would leave Singapore. 6th August 2009, you left, i dont know when will i ever see you again. I miss you Kerry.

Once as classmate, and never believe you're gone. RIP Sheng Yao.

Use to be good friends Due to FYP, our friendship is destroyed. All due to my selfishness. I want to say sorry to you, but i know i'll never have the chance to say it anymore. Not even the last chance to see you. RIP Clara. Im sorry.

Singapore's National Day, 9th August 2009. A day to remember. A day that i lost 2 friends. Why's 2009 August happening so many things to me. First Kerry, then Sheng Yao, then Clara. FML. I hate my life.

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It's a freaking boring friday

Haven been updating recently, busy with stuff, work. No pictures, nothing.

These few pictures are taken after FYP by my lousy camera =.= Me and ShiTing.

Life's so bored these days. I wanna get over with it soon. Kerry just left last night. I miss him.

Retarded me. Im so black now :D

ILY KERRY.

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I love SHACK

My injured hand

Cut my finger while cutting the lime.

Wood splinters went in and i dont know why.

Lastly, let the dog bite -.-

FYI, it's those K9 kinds of dog.

Work was awesome.

I love my colleague.

Saw Dexter, went out with Carlsson ((:

Hangover now. Zzz. Im hungry.

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Random quiz

This post is specially for Brandon, cause he said i haven been updating. The reason why i have not been updating is because im lazy, and i dont have any pictures to upload, it's gonna be boring without picts. So, im here to write some random stuff about me. It's a quiz that i took from Celest's friend, Zenn while reading her blog.


1 .PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT?
--I trip and fell on my own legs -.-

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
--An A4 paper with chinese characters writing "I love my father" by my sister.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE?
--Slide phone. Sony Ericsson W910i. I have no idea what it looks like -.-

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
--English?

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
--ME!!!!

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
--Alcohol! Bed! Money!

7. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
--I dont know.

8. ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL TOGETHER?
--Yes.

9. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
--Class 95 ((:

10. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
--Depends.

11. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
--It's personal :X

12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE SAME SEX?
--Depends.

13. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
--Never tried, idk.

14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
--Energy drinks i guess.

15. FAVE PIZZA TOPPING?
--Cheese!!!

16 IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
--I eat anything and everything =.= Big eater. Haha.

17. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
--Brandon! Make me go depress because of food. Lol.

18. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
--English, Mandrin, a lil Hokkien?

19. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU?
--Forgot -.-
20. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
--Everyone!!!

21.ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
--Dont understand this question.

22. FAVORITE FRIEND?
--Valerie Ng. HAHA!

23. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
--Bike prefably :P

24. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
--Yes.

25. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100.
--79
26. BLONDE OR BRUNETTE?
--Brunette.

27. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER THAT SHOWS UP ON YOUR PHONE THE MOST?
--Valerie Ng?

28. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
--When i cannot get enough food. LOL!

29. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.K.?
--Nope T_T

30. YOUR WEAKNESS?
--Alot i guess.

31. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU GAVE?
--Baby toy gym for Travis!

32. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE HOLIDAY?
--Afamosa? LOL! Never been on an aeroplane, furtest trip KL i guess.

33. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
--Yes. Haha.

34. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS?
--Bathing.

35. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
--My good customer service. HAHA!

36. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
--Curse and swear, and drink it illegally :D

37. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
--Idk, never ending wishes. Humans are never satisfied.

38. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
--Dont think so.

39. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
--Never tired, maybe i will tried it one day.

40. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
--Use to, but have been typing for 3 years. The only time i write is on the captain order -.-

41. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE VEGETABLE?
-- Sambal Kang Kong or Oyster Kai Lan.

42. ANY BAD HABITS?
--Alot!

43. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
--I dont buy CD.

44. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
--Yes!!!! Haha.

45. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
--Yes.

46. DO LOOKS MATTER?
--Yes of course.

47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
--Idk. Depends.

48. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
--RP -.-

49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
--Yes. Therefore always getting cheated and hurt.

50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
--Lego!

51. ARE YOU AFRAID OF GROWING UP?
--Maybe, looking forward to earning big bucks but afraid of looking old -.-

52. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
--Yes.

53. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?
--Buddhist? Does that answer the question?

54. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
--Yeaaaaa XP

55. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
--When i pierce my own tongue? Lol.

56. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
--Seldom.

57. LAST THING YOU SPILLED?
--Forgotten -.-

58. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
--Use to, FISHESSSS!

59. FAVOURITE COLOURS?
--Black? White?

60. WHAT'S THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?
--Cant remember, afew months ago? Read about 5 pages =/

61. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
--Maybe.

62. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM VACATION?
--EGYPT!!!

63. LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK?
--Shilin Chicken! Orange Juice!

64. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
--Brandon! ^^

65. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
--Yea.

66. FAVOURITE DRINK?
--Too much to name. Pokka green tea?

67. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN?
--Im horse but favourite should be dragon or snake.

68. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
--Swimming and running.

69. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
--Brownish red with a lil purple and black base? Idk -.-

70. EYE COLOUR?
--Black, dark brown.

71. TALL OR SHORT?
--Like tall, im short -.-

72.SIBLINGS?
--1 younger sister

73. FAVOURITE MONTH?
--October

74. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
--Yes!!!

75. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
--Movie? The Hangover? Haha.

76. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
--Friday.

77. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
--Nope.

78, SUMMER OR WINTER?
--Depends.

79. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
--Depends. Im honest.



HERE YOU GO BRANDON. I FINALLY UPDATE! ((: HAHA!

Gonna go sleep now, work tomorrow :D

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Reply of Tags

Tag replies:

the brain: make sure u appreciate my help and put in effort too! dun let my motivation go to waste
Reply: Ok la, i will try to work hard also >.<

Timomo: haha don't it look as if it was my b'dae instead of Zoey's?? haha
Reply: Lol. As usual, every E65N class gathering or outing you are or you will be the main focus. We're all use to it already, haha!

BrAnDoN: I only see a pic of a dumbass.. lol.. with that smile that attracted the trannys...
Reply: Eh Brandon, so bad la you, dont say that, haha, that's ur GOD BROTHER! God bless you. LOL!

Carl: Hey..... I had lack of sleep okay... That's why I was so high.... Lol....... I see the pic of Alen I wanna laugh... WAHAHAHAHA....
Reply: Lol. Alright Mr Lecturer Carlsson Chee. Haha! All cause of you that indian uncle behind us keep laughing also, then i said bye to him when we left. Lol! Oh yea, i was telling my mummy about the jokes you said about that sweat being more than the "thing", and the amount of money im gonna spend on him, my mum laugh. LOL!

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Random updates

A post birthday celebration for Zoey's Birthday (:

Brought this dumb guy to Loof

My motivation. Haha.

I haven been updating my blog for afew days. There's nothing much going on in my life now except school, work and chill-out with random friends. Im still drinking everyday as usual, and going school late. Worst still, i dint go school today -.- Dint manage to wake up. Anyway mummy already kept the 2 bags without keeping the promise of 3 times. Was with Brandon, Patrick and Carlsson at Jurong West last night to eat and drink a little. Carlsson was freaking high i swear, lol. Hmmm, anyway, comes to work, i got to know this guy from Yaoyong, he's called Eric, he's freaking cute luh!~ LOL! So coincidently, he knows my cousin Sebastian and other friends from Cresent Park ((: Okay, im tired of typing, im worn out, tired. Die soon, gogogo.

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Sweet

Took my pay, save up.
Brought him to Loof.
I like the place there, i bet im gonna be one of the regular customer there soon :D


Oh boy, you're such a turn off, but i like the way you are. The smile, the retardeness, the laughter and *ahem* LAWL.
Imy. I really do.


Good Night. Screw RSC Management UT tomorrow -.-

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I miss you

Be glad that im strong, if not probably i might not be here anymore.

1 last chance. I'll wait.

Studying for UT now, went to Loof (:

4.35am when i type till here. Zzz. Help.

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The 2nd year 11 mth suppose to be day

Friday, peace? Disaster? Been there, done that, seen it all.

I believe im strong, i'll be alright.

We'll just be good friends ok? imy.

Off to work now, bye!

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Friday Night

It's fcking Friday and im still here at home, fcked it.

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Fck my life, updates

Sorry for the lack of updates, i have so much things to pour out, however blogger has been giving me some problems. Anyway i've fixed it, so yea, back to blogging (: Soooo, just a warning that this post's gonna be a really looooong one, just wanna say everything onces and for all.

First of all, i want to congratulate Cel&Jar for the birth of Travis.

Secondly, i want to say that i want to change for the better. I dont care how people look at me but im serious.

Thirdly, im sorry for ruining the party, although i had a fun time with you guys.

Lastly, i want to die, i think it's about time too. Let fate decide. Forget it.

Oh, 1 more, happy birthday to Tyan and Mishuelle (:

H1N1 in RP:

i believe that many RP studuents are bloggin about this everyday, and yea, im one of them too, despite me skipping school and coming school late, i've been updating myself on www.rp.sg/flu . Till then, i received an e-mail from the Principle, Yeo Li Pheow Principal/CEO on 30th June 2009. It's a very long e-mail so i'll just cut it short.

He said that -

"What a tumultuous week we have had since the A-H1N1 flu virus arrived in our campus. While the majority of you have remained calm and focused on your education, and RP thank you for that, we have, on the other hand, been besieged by the media and several calls to close down RP completely. We have been criticised on on-line forums, petitioned by some students and vilified in blogs, some accusing us that we have not acted in your best interest. Believe me, I, too share your strong concerns over health issues brought about by this nasty virus."

Who's gonna believe him when on Monday, there're 56 cases, Tuesday, there're 62, Wednesday, 69 or 72 i kinda forgotten and today 86 t(",t)

"We are also taking the following actions:"

• distributing free face masks to any student at RP who needs it
• we ask everyone to take their temperatures and declare them online
• anyone who feels unwell are asked to go to the doctor or to a nearby Pandemic Preparedness Clinic and have themselves checked
• everyone has to declare their travel itinerary and most official business travel has been postponed till further notice
• anyone who has travelled to the high-risk countries as identified by MOH will be asked to stay at home for seven days and monitor their health. If there are signs of flu-like symptoms, they are told to go and see the doctor at once.
• set up a crisis centre at RP, which is operational 24 hours a day.
• set up a special intranet website where all the latest updates on the flu can be easily accessed by all students (www.rp.sg/flu).

If mask can prevent H1N1 from speading, the canteen will be filled with virus because students will have to take out their mask while eating. Who would honestly declare at the declaration form, so stupid right? Oh yea, and that special intranet website i was talking about, within 10days? 80 over cases. WTF/WTH.

"You have my assurance that RP management is doing all we can, within reasonable limits, to keep RP a safe environment for you. We are on the lookout for anyone who looks unwell, and they will be referred to a nearby Pandemic Preparedness Clinic, when indicated."

Haha, joke, i was webcamming with WH just now and his class has only less than 15 people? Mine as well, doesnt have 5 teams at all, it's either 3 or 4 teams, unfilled. LAWL. Oh, and before i forget, students cannot leave class until a specific timing, example, year 3 students cannot leave class till 4.30pm, whereas class already end like 3.45pm? Due to the small amount of teams in class.

Enough of the H1N1 in school, zzz, im dying too, i think, or maybe im just thinking too much. Today's mine 2347564536 days drinking alcohol consecutively, and i think i drink even more than i drank the last month. I use to only drink like a can and that's all, now, it's like a bottle, and then 'most-times' with another can of beer. My liver's starting to feel pain at times and im feeling tired. Oh well, please dont ask me to stop drinking -.- Zzz. Ahh!~ Fck. My life's shittzzxx now, i've been going to school at 2pm or even later whereas school starts at 9.45am >.<>


Boy, imy, dont look at me with that kind of look, though i havent seen you alot but im true. Ok, i know it seems fake. I bet you wont be reading my blog cause you dont know my blog. Lol. But ya, who cares. Now the only thing i could talk to now is my blog, i think. I wanna stop all my shit-ass life and be a better person. I dont ask for a chance, cause i think that might not happen. I'll continue my post later, just nice in time for FYP. Thou shall continue listening to emo songs. Bye.

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Help

Skip school for 2 days

Tell me what to do, please.

I gotta kick my habit of drinking, fck!

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