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CHANGE OF BLOG CONFIRM

2009-08-29T14:37:00.000+08:00

BLOG CHANGE

http://alcoholic-bytch.onsugar.com

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Change of blog

2009-08-29T13:54:00.001+08:00

i might be changing my blog to onsugar.com (:

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Updates

2009-08-14T14:23:00.003+08:00

Before you start reading this post, i have to warn you that this is gonna be a long one, it's the update from last week and it's sooooo freaking wordy.

It's 14th the Friday today and it's gonna be a long weekend.

Friday : 2 parties to attend tonight
Saturday : working tomorrow, chalet after work
Sunday : Work, prepare for school on Monday -.-

The past week hasnt been a good 1 for me.

It started out on 4th August, whereby it's the date me and Steven suppose to be together for 3 years. Feeling moodless at school, Kerry sms me, saying that he'll be leaving Singapore in 2 days time due to some change of plans. Tears almost drop out my eyes.

5th August, Wednesday, ladies night, met up with Ken as he just came back from Scotland, for drinks and sheesha as usual. Tyan and Andrew came as well. Later on at night, brought Laura and Noora to Supperclub for drinks. Awesome night indeed, and thus explains why i skip school the next day.

6th August finally arrive, feeling depressed and sad, saw Kerry at the airport, gave him a hug, knowing that i would not be able to see him in a few years time. Left the airport about 2am, tears rolling down continuously as usual, suppose to meet Carlsson, Nor and Brandon for supper, in the end, i was there drinking beer.

7th August, Friday, i was pondering whether i should skip school again or not, however, knowing the fact that Valerie's in my class, i decided to cab there, wasted $15 and reach school about 1.30pm. At night, met up with Ken and Andrew and one of his friend Dan. Went to Sahara and drink, yes, again i know.

8th August, went to work as usual, feeling depressed as usual too. Work was fine as it ended really early. Reached home about 1am, turn on the laptop, watch tv, listen to the radio. Didnt expect Tosh would sms me, because he saw someone like me at Rebel. Lol. Anyway, i invited him over to my place for a drink, he reached at about 4am. Meanwhile, i was just surfing the net and watching random movies. He brought a drunk friend whom i forgot his name, but yea, he's kinda cool. Anyway, we went to 7-11 to get a small bottle of gin and was just chilling out at this small room of mine while his friend was sleeping at the living room. They left around 8am plus.

9th August, Happy National Day indeed, work up at 2pm, thought i was going to be late for work, getting ready for the "slam-mest" day at work, i work up reading a sms about the death of Sheng Yao and Clara. Called Vincent and Santos telling them i would be late for work. With an empty stomach, went to Mandai Cremotarium and back to work, crying heavily. Work was a blast, finish at 5am, customer offer drinks at night, with empty stomach but feeling sad, i couldnt help but just to drink it. Went home about 6am, shower and took a nap.

10th August, Public holiday, work up at 8am, rush to Mandai Cremotarium again, this time, feeling even more sad, and still with empty stomach since Sunday. Not forgetting i still did not have a proper meal, sometimes, i wonder how did i survive. Work starts at 12pm but i came at 11am. Slept at the back with my towel as a pillow and my t-shirt covering my face from the droplets of rain. Woke up with Ben and Sherine came for work. Work ended at 7pm for me because i was freaking tired. Finally ate a plate of chicken chop that Vincent brought for me. Thanks to that, i finally survive for a little while. Headed down to Lina's birthday party, Yao Yong kinda pissed me off but oh well, forget it. And yea, one of their friend too, gave me a shock and did not dare to go home.

11th August, i did not go school, i went back home in the morning. Still feeling scared, i didnt dare to leave the house. Sleep till the next day.

12th August, went Sentosa with Zinc and Valerie, met up with some colleagues and Loof people. Something creepy happen to Valerie, but i dont wanna say it. Anyway, went to catch "Up" the movie with them, then meet Carlsson for a little chat. Dexter then fetch me to go have dinner. Then back to IndoChine to meet Brandon. Was about to go home then i saw Steven, went to say hi to him, but was kinda ignored. I was feeling even down. Why do so many things have to happen to me. Cant we even be friends now. Dexter was nice enough to accompany me home and stay and chat and drink and smoke with me till about 5am before he went home.

13th August, apparently i manage to go school early, however, i saw my UT 2 grades for PR. Fcking pissed, and sad, cried in class. I hope miracles happen, i dont wanna retain =.=

And finally today. I hope there's a better week infront of me now.

Life hasnt been smooth for me these days, weeks, month. Help.

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FML

2009-08-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

Our last meet up, 25th October 2008. Rejected meeting you cause i never thought you would leave Singapore. 6th August 2009, you left, i dont know when will i ever see you again. I miss you Kerry.

Once as classmate, and never believe you're gone. RIP Sheng Yao.

Use to be good friends Due to FYP, our friendship is destroyed. All due to my selfishness. I want to say sorry to you, but i know i'll never have the chance to say it anymore. Not even the last chance to see you. RIP Clara. Im sorry.

Singapore's National Day, 9th August 2009. A day to remember. A day that i lost 2 friends. Why's 2009 August happening so many things to me. First Kerry, then Sheng Yao, then Clara. FML. I hate my life.

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It's a freaking boring friday

2009-08-07T15:26:00.005+08:00

Haven been updating recently, busy with stuff, work. No pictures, nothing.

These few pictures are taken after FYP by my lousy camera =.= Me and ShiTing.

Life's so bored these days. I wanna get over with it soon. Kerry just left last night. I miss him.

Retarded me. Im so black now :D

ILY KERRY.

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I love SHACK

2009-07-30T12:30:00.004+08:00

My injured hand

Cut my finger while cutting the lime.

Wood splinters went in and i dont know why.

Lastly, let the dog bite -.-

FYI, it's those K9 kinds of dog.

Work was awesome.

I love my colleague.

Saw Dexter, went out with Carlsson ((:

Hangover now. Zzz. Im hungry.

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Random quiz

2009-07-29T00:43:00.003+08:00

This post is specially for Brandon, cause he said i haven been updating. The reason why i have not been updating is because im lazy, and i dont have any pictures to upload, it's gonna be boring without picts. So, im here to write some random stuff about me. It's a quiz that i took from Celest's friend, Zenn while reading her blog.

1 .PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT?
--I trip and fell on my own legs -.-

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
--An A4 paper with chinese characters writing "I love my father" by my sister.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE?
--Slide phone. Sony Ericsson W910i. I have no idea what it looks like -.-

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
--English?

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
--ME!!!!

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
--Alcohol! Bed! Money!

7. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
--I dont know.

8. ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL TOGETHER?
--Yes.

9. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
--Class 95 ((:

10. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
--Depends.

11. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
--It's personal :X

12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE SAME SEX?
--Depends.

13. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
--Never tried, idk.

14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
--Energy drinks i guess.

15. FAVE PIZZA TOPPING?
--Cheese!!!

16 IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
--I eat anything and everything =.= Big eater. Haha.

17. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
--Brandon! Make me go depress because of food. Lol.

18. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
--English, Mandrin, a lil Hokkien?

19. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU?
--Forgot -.-
20. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
--Everyone!!!

21.ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
--Dont understand this question.

22. FAVORITE FRIEND?
--Valerie Ng. HAHA!

23. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
--Bike prefably :P

24. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
--Yes.

25. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100.
--79
26. BLONDE OR BRUNETTE?
--Brunette.

27. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER THAT SHOWS UP ON YOUR PHONE THE MOST?
--Valerie Ng?

28. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
--When i cannot get enough food. LOL!

29. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.K.?
--Nope T_T

30. YOUR WEAKNESS?
--Alot i guess.

31. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU GAVE?
--Baby toy gym for Travis!

32. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE HOLIDAY?
--Afamosa? LOL! Never been on an aeroplane, furtest trip KL i guess.

33. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
--Yes. Haha.

34. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS?
--Bathing.

35. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
--My good customer service. HAHA!

36. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
--Curse and swear, and drink it illegally :D

37. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
--Idk, never ending wishes. Humans are never satisfied.

38. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
--Dont think so.

39. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
--Never tired, maybe i will tried it one day.

40. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
--Use to, but have been typing for 3 years. The only time i write is on the captain order -.-

41. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE VEGETABLE?
-- Sambal Kang Kong or Oyster Kai Lan.

42. ANY BAD HABITS?
--Alot!

43. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
--I dont buy CD.

44. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
--Yes!!!! Haha.

45. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
--Yes.

46. DO LOOKS MATTER?
--Yes of course.

47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
--Idk. Depends.

48. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
--RP -.-

49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
--Yes. Therefore always getting cheated and hurt.

50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
--Lego!

51. ARE YOU AFRAID OF GROWING UP?
--Maybe, looking forward to earning big bucks but afraid of looking old -.-

52. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
--Yes.

53. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?
--Buddhist? Does that answer the question?

54. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
--Yeaaaaa XP

55. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
--When i pierce my own tongue? Lol.

56. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
--Seldom.

57. LAST THING YOU SPILLED?
--Forgotten -.-

58. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
--Use to, FISHESSSS!

59. FAVOURITE COLOURS?
--Black? White?

60. WHAT'S THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?
--Cant remember, afew months ago? Read about 5 pages =/

61. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
--Maybe.

62. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM VACATION?
--EGYPT!!!

63. LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK?
--Shilin Chicken! Orange Juice!

64. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
--Brandon! ^^

65. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
--Yea.

66. FAVOURITE DRINK?
--Too much to name. Pokka green tea?

67. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN?
--Im horse but favourite should be dragon or snake.

68. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
--Swimming and running.

69. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
--Brownish red with a lil purple and black base? Idk -.-

70. EYE COLOUR?
--Black, dark brown.

71. TALL OR SHORT?
--Like tall, im short -.-

72.SIBLINGS?
--1 younger sister

73. FAVOURITE MONTH?
--October

74. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
--Yes!!!

75. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
--Movie? The Hangover? Haha.

76. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
--Friday.

77. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
--Nope.

78, SUMMER OR WINTER?
--Depends.

79. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
--Depends. Im honest.

HERE YOU GO BRANDON. I FINALLY UPDATE! ((: HAHA!

Gonna go sleep now, work tomorrow :D

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Reply of Tags

2009-07-16T14:59:00.004+08:00

Tag replies:

the brain: make sure u appreciate my help and put in effort too! dun let my motivation go to waste
Reply: Ok la, i will try to work hard also >.<

Timomo: haha don't it look as if it was my b'dae instead of Zoey's?? haha
Reply: Lol. As usual, every E65N class gathering or outing you are or you will be the main focus. We're all use to it already, haha!

BrAnDoN: I only see a pic of a dumbass.. lol.. with that smile that attracted the trannys...
Reply: Eh Brandon, so bad la you, dont say that, haha, that's ur GOD BROTHER! God bless you. LOL!

Carl: Hey..... I had lack of sleep okay... That's why I was so high.... Lol....... I see the pic of Alen I wanna laugh... WAHAHAHAHA....
Reply: Lol. Alright Mr Lecturer Carlsson Chee. Haha! All cause of you that indian uncle behind us keep laughing also, then i said bye to him when we left. Lol! Oh yea, i was telling my mummy about the jokes you said about that sweat being more than the "thing", and the amount of money im gonna spend on him, my mum laugh. LOL!

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Random updates

2009-07-14T17:10:00.005+08:00

A post birthday celebration for Zoey's Birthday (:

Brought this dumb guy to Loof

My motivation. Haha.

I haven been updating my blog for afew days. There's nothing much going on in my life now except school, work and chill-out with random friends. Im still drinking everyday as usual, and going school late. Worst still, i dint go school today -.- Dint manage to wake up. Anyway mummy already kept the 2 bags without keeping the promise of 3 times. Was with Brandon, Patrick and Carlsson at Jurong West last night to eat and drink a little. Carlsson was freaking high i swear, lol. Hmmm, anyway, comes to work, i got to know this guy from Yaoyong, he's called Eric, he's freaking cute luh!~ LOL! So coincidently, he knows my cousin Sebastian and other friends from Cresent Park ((: Okay, im tired of typing, im worn out, tired. Die soon, gogogo.

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Sweet

2009-07-09T02:01:00.002+08:00

Took my pay, save up.
Brought him to Loof.
I like the place there, i bet im gonna be one of the regular customer there soon :D

Oh boy, you're such a turn off, but i like the way you are. The smile, the retardeness, the laughter and *ahem* LAWL.
Imy. I really do.

Good Night. Screw RSC Management UT tomorrow -.-

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I miss you

2009-07-07T04:31:00.002+08:00

Be glad that im strong, if not probably i might not be here anymore.

1 last chance. I'll wait.

Studying for UT now, went to Loof (:

4.35am when i type till here. Zzz. Help.

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The 2nd year 11 mth suppose to be day

2009-07-04T13:36:00.006+08:00

Friday, peace? Disaster? Been there, done that, seen it all.

I believe im strong, i'll be alright.

We'll just be good friends ok? imy.

Off to work now, bye!

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Friday Night

2009-07-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

It's fcking Friday and im still here at home, fcked it.

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Fck my life, updates

2009-07-02T15:10:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates, i have so much things to pour out, however blogger has been giving me some problems. Anyway i've fixed it, so yea, back to blogging (: Soooo, just a warning that this post's gonna be a really looooong one, just wanna say everything onces and for all.

First of all, i want to congratulate Cel&Jar for the birth of Travis.

Secondly, i want to say that i want to change for the better. I dont care how people look at me but im serious.

Thirdly, im sorry for ruining the party, although i had a fun time with you guys.

Lastly, i want to die, i think it's about time too. Let fate decide. Forget it.

Oh, 1 more, happy birthday to Tyan and Mishuelle (:

H1N1 in RP:

i believe that many RP studuents are bloggin about this everyday, and yea, im one of them too, despite me skipping school and coming school late, i've been updating myself on www.rp.sg/flu . Till then, i received an e-mail from the Principle, Yeo Li Pheow Principal/CEO on 30th June 2009. It's a very long e-mail so i'll just cut it short.

He said that -

"What a tumultuous week we have had since the A-H1N1 flu virus arrived in our campus. While the majority of you have remained calm and focused on your education, and RP thank you for that, we have, on the other hand, been besieged by the media and several calls to close down RP completely. We have been criticised on on-line forums, petitioned by some students and vilified in blogs, some accusing us that we have not acted in your best interest. Believe me, I, too share your strong concerns over health issues brought about by this nasty virus."

Who's gonna believe him when on Monday, there're 56 cases, Tuesday, there're 62, Wednesday, 69 or 72 i kinda forgotten and today 86 t(",t)

"We are also taking the following actions:"

distributing free face masks to any student at RP who needs it
we ask everyone to take their temperatures and declare them online
anyone who feels unwell are asked to go to the doctor or to a nearby Pandemic Preparedness Clinic and have themselves checked
everyone has to declare their travel itinerary and most official business travel has been postponed till further notice
anyone who has travelled to the high-risk countries as identified by MOH will be asked to stay at home for seven days and monitor their health. If there are signs of flu-like symptoms, they are told to go and see the doctor at once.
set up a crisis centre at RP, which is operational 24 hours a day.
set up a special intranet website where all the latest updates on the flu can be easily accessed by all students (www.rp.sg/flu).

If mask can prevent H1N1 from speading, the canteen will be filled with virus because students will have to take out their mask while eating. Who would honestly declare at the declaration form, so stupid right? Oh yea, and that special intranet website i was talking about, within 10days? 80 over cases. WTF/WTH.

"You have my assurance that RP management is doing all we can, within reasonable limits, to keep RP a safe environment for you. We are on the lookout for anyone who looks unwell, and they will be referred to a nearby Pandemic Preparedness Clinic, when indicated."

Haha, joke, i was webcamming with WH just now and his class has only less than 15 people? Mine as well, doesnt have 5 teams at all, it's either 3 or 4 teams, unfilled. LAWL. Oh, and before i forget, students cannot leave class until a specific timing, example, year 3 students cannot leave class till 4.30pm, whereas class already end like 3.45pm? Due to the small amount of teams in class.

Enough of the H1N1 in school, zzz, im dying too, i think, or maybe im just thinking too much. Today's mine 2347564536 days drinking alcohol consecutively, and i think i drink even more than i drank the last month. I use to only drink like a can and that's all, now, it's like a bottle, and then 'most-times' with another can of beer. My liver's starting to feel pain at times and im feeling tired. Oh well, please dont ask me to stop drinking -.- Zzz. Ahh!~ Fck. My life's shittzzxx now, i've been going to school at 2pm or even later whereas school starts at 9.45am >.<>

Boy, imy, dont look at me with that kind of look, though i havent seen you alot but im true. Ok, i know it seems fake. I bet you wont be reading my blog cause you dont know my blog. Lol. But ya, who cares. Now the only thing i could talk to now is my blog, i think. I wanna stop all my shit-ass life and be a better person. I dont ask for a chance, cause i think that might not happen. I'll continue my post later, just nice in time for FYP. Thou shall continue listening to emo songs. Bye.

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Help

2009-06-23T13:33:00.003+08:00

Skip school for 2 days

Tell me what to do, please.

I gotta kick my habit of drinking, fck!

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Boring fck

2009-06-19T01:19:00.004+08:00

Guys want / prefer / like girls that are:

good looking

sweet

hot

innocent

demure

fairskin

pretty

non-vulgar

understanding

I dont fit into any. Lol. *emo*

p/s : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

MARC TAY

ALEX

KIRAN

HAN LONG

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Emo-shit

2009-06-17T01:15:00.003+08:00

It's always this time, im feeling this shit. Help. 1 can of Tiger now, im afraid alcohol isnt gonna work soon. Immune.

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Bored of life

2009-06-16T00:34:00.002+08:00

Bring me more alcohol.

FML!

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Boring~

2009-06-11T15:53:00.001+08:00

I HATE THIS NEW DOTA MAP T_T

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Help

2009-06-10T17:02:00.002+08:00

I dont know what i've become with that personality. FML. Im going crazy.

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Random Shitzzz

2009-06-10T15:23:00.003+08:00

Sunday : Vaunt 4 @ St James

Monday : Drinking @ my house

Tuesday : 12th Element @ Boat Quay

Wednesday : Ladies Night @ St James

Thursday : Private Party @ Pasir Ris

Friday : Shisha @ Arab Street

Saturday : Zouk? Maybe. I'm free on that day :D

Im so dead, oh yea, and random people with random numbers keep calling or texting me. IDK WHO THE HELL YOU PEOPLE ARE!

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Im backkkkk!!!

2009-06-08T18:03:00.003+08:00

6th June . East Coast Park, Goldkist Resort

Eric, Timothy and me. Goodbye Eric and welcome back Tim ^^

Ulrik and me. Cya on Shisha and LadiesNight!

Dan and me. I'll miss you!

6th June . Orchard, Arab Street

KaiLin and me. Imy!

3rd June . Phuture / Zouk

Arvit and me. Take Care when you're in Brunei (:

This has been the awesome weekend i had during this 2 weeks of holiday. Met up with KaiLin whom i've not seen her for about 2 years, saw Arvit at Zouk randomly, and a farewell party for the ISS people. Vaunt was cool, bringing my back the old memories when i wasnt 18 yet. LOL.

KaiLin: Though we've nothing much in comment but surprisingly we could stay at shisha for afew hours. LOL

Arvit: It seems so long since i've saw you, haha, look better now yea, take care and endure for that month, cya!

Dan, Eric, Ulrik: Hope to see you guys soon, gotta miss all the crap, smoke and shittzz we've enjoyed :D

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Holidayyyyy

2009-06-02T15:12:00.003+08:00

Saturday's party gonna be an awesome one.

I'll miss you guys ♥♥♥

. . . ___________________♥___________________ . . .

From now on,you guys can call me the following names:

Cheryl

Choe

Chloe

Lian

Girl

Rachael

Don't ask me why, but people has been calling me these wrong names. LOL. Let it be, these names are nice too (:

Holiday's here, im stuck at home. No money. Sigh~

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The start of a new month

2009-06-01T00:18:00.003+08:00

back to old days <3

IM SORRY!

I've missed out Feroz BBQ cause it was so late and there wasnt any transport and i was broke. T_T

Missed out house party with Sasha cause of the same reason, sigh!~ I need a new job.

Anyway, felt happy for Steven and HanLong because they've got a new job now (: Though the pay's kinda pathetic but oh well.

School tomorrow at 2pm for FYP. Argh!~ t(",t)

I will be your good friend from now, be happy, smile, live on with life. Promise i'll be there when you need me. Im just a phone call away. ILY!

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FRIDAY

2009-05-29T17:47:00.004+08:00

TO ALL RP STUDENTS THAT ARE STILL STUDYING IN RP

PLEASE HELP ME TO DO A SURVEY!!!

IT'S FOR MY FYP!!!

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=ggsWSVtfsmZSJiaiaoxjMw_3d_3d

I CANT WAIT FOR TONIGHT!! <3

FACIAL APPOINTMENT
MIA'S SWET 16
FEROZ BBQ
im not too sure if i can turn up for all 3 though ):

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Eve of holiday

2009-05-29T10:30:00.001+08:00

6th day today

Still going for FYP though. Zzz.

Shuck!~ Rather dieeee

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5th Day

2009-05-28T13:19:00.004+08:00

Purple, Red, Orange, Brown

my new hair colour (:

Credits to Frances & AJ

Say bye bye to Brown and Gold!

I've skipped school for the 5th time. Fck.

What should i do now.

Thanks Zhucheng for accompanying me to Hoyu (:

Met Godfrey and his friend, Poh Teck ^^

t('',t) that Erdinger guy

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Random

2009-05-26T19:26:00.005+08:00

you will be alright (:

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Chocolate Ice Blended Bubble Tea
2. Last phone call: Theophilus
3. Last text message: Zhucheng
4. Last song you listened to: Radio Class 95
5. Last time you cried: Yesterday

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Yes
7. Been cheated on: Yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yes
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: Yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. White
14. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Yes
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes
22. Found out how many people on your friends list that you actually know in real life?: Yes
23. Planned how many kids do you wish to have: 1
24. Had any pets: No
25. Wanted to change your name: No
26. Forgotten what did you do for your last birthday: No
27. What time did you wake up today: 5pm ++
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Dota
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Death
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Few minutes ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Be more pretty
32. What are you listening to right now: Class 95
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Monetary issues
35. Most visited webpage: No specific
36. Whats your real name: Cheryl Choe Tze Chien
37. Nicknames: Girl / Lian / Choe / Man
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Horse
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: Tanglin Primary School / Queenstown Primary School
42. Middle School?: Ghim Moh Secondary
43. High school/college?: Republic Polytechnic, School of Hospitality
44. Hair colour: Shades of Brown
45. Long or short: Shoulder length
46. Height: 160cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes
48: What do you like about yourself?: Personality
49. Piercings: 12
50. Tattoos: None
51. Righty or lefty: Right

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: No
53. First piercing: When i was in primary school
54. First best friend: When i was in primary school
55. First sport you joined: Volleyball
56. First vacation: Malaysia
57: First kiss: 15
58. First pair of jeans: When i was in primary school

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: No
60. Drinking: Plain water
61. I'm about to: I have no idea
62. Listening to: Class 95
63. Waiting for: Money to fall

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: Just 1
65. Get Married?: Maybe or maybe not
66. Career?: In the events, fnb, hospitality and tourism industry

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Im fine with anything
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Hooked-up
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: None

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: Yes
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes
79. Sex on first date: Yes
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes
82. Been arrested: Yes
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes
87. Miracles: Yes
88. Love at first sight: Yes
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: Yes
91. Kiss on the first date: Yes
92. Angels: Yes
93. Jesus: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Yes
95. Did you sing today?: Yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: When i was a baby
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Nothing
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Truthfully

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Fcking 3:53 AM in the morning

2009-05-26T03:52:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of update. Been out in the weekends, had tons of photos but im really lazy to upload them. Oh yea, and my life, is really screwed, as in, im so bored with my life now, i dont know why either, and i've been skipping school for 3 days already, and i plan to skip tomorrow's lesson too.

Anyway, just a random note, i got into this contest on this website so just vote for me if you pass by, kinda troublesome but thanks if you've voted. There's alot of pretty girls out there too so ya, im not surprise if you vote for them, haha. By the way, you can only vote once.

http://stylesg.invisionzone.com/index.php?showtopic=8533
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Thanks! (:

p/s: prolly will update later in the morning if i wake up, provided if i feel like
p/ss: i hate my life now, seriously -.-

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Boring

2009-05-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

My blog's dying. Tell me what to do.

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The start of nice Monday

2009-05-11T12:14:00.005+08:00

A Happy Belated Mothers' Day to all mummy! I did this entry now only because i was too tired last night. And again, mummy and i went to Suntec, Paragon then Takashimaya in search for Grandpa's birthday gift. In the end, went to Dunhill and got him a belt. I chose it (: Haha. Cant take photo of the belt cause it's being wrap up. After the belt, walked towards LV and mummy said she want to get another bag, and this time is the one that we spotted online for afew month :D

Anyway, mummy's able to spend so much now, because she just got the money from the insurance after 18 years of waiting when im a kid, however, she's only able to spend $3k, so that's it. LOL. No more branded stuff anymore, haha.

The bag, cost half of the one that we bought earlier.

The belt, so expensive, and i dont think it's worth giving it to grandpa >.<

Anyway, after all the shoppings, we went to Coca, i think that's the correct spelling, i forgot =X It's a steamboat buffet at level 4. Nice food and good service, just what i expected, 5 Stars for them (:

This is the present from Meimei. Lol.

Hmmm, school's fun today, and im heading to monstercue for pool with Brandon and Timothy :D

Off for ppt ^^

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I love my mummy!!

2009-05-09T20:46:00.004+08:00

Mummy and i was suppose to go out to shop for granddad's crystal mahjong set, however we cant find it, does anyone know where can i find those mini crystalise mahjong set? Hmm, it's for his birthday. Zzz. Went to Cineleisure, Heeren, Paragon, Takashimaya and then Vivo. Finally walk pass LV then my mummy say lets go in and take a look, i feel damn "sua ku" when i first walked in =X Damn tired. In the end mummy told me just buy a Dunhill belt for him, but we're lazy to go back to Paragon, might be going there tomorrow then.

Today! Shopping again ^^

Mummy bought this.

My First (:

I dint know this cost so much =X

This was last week, went shopping with my mummy!

2 tights, 2 cardigan, 2 top (:

6 pairs of footwear

Shopping!!!

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Fun fun Fck -.-

2009-05-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

I hate my Friday being like this!

Fcked-up. Sigh!~

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Wednesday off-day

2009-05-06T15:28:00.001+08:00

I got to start studying hard for my UT.

I need to have the habit of revising my work every Wednesday.

I must cultivate the interest of reading books =X

Im meeting Jeremy later :D

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Monday Blues

2009-05-04T14:40:00.003+08:00

IM TOO BORED!

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Boredom

2009-05-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

Home's fcking bored. I cant belive im still here.

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2009-04-30T12:00:00.002+08:00

ah girl : came up from 7-11 with 2 bottles of vodka cranberry
ah girl : "mummy, this one new one, want to try"
mum : takes a sip
mum : "wah lao, so sweet, just cough syrup, i rather you go drink cough syrup, can get high also"
ah girl : -.- continue to watch TV
mum : took the bottle and start to drink again
ah girl : -.- in my mind, (say sweet still drink)
ah girl : holds the bottle up and see, half bottle left -.-

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Somewhere over the rainbow

2009-04-26T15:00:00.002+08:00

Credits to Elvin

Today's 26th April, and it's the 2nd week of school tomorrow, so fast (: I've been drinking for 22days consecutively, haha, but not to the extend of being so drunk everyday luh~ Went to Cel&Jar house yesterday to pay them a visit, we had so much things to catch up, but i had to leave early to head down to BQ. Went dolphin with PT, GW, AL and AQ, saw some familiar faces too. E texted me saying that they were at BQ eating too then i went to look for them to say hi (: Week 1 of school has ended and the classmates are nice, anyway i know quite alot of them already cause i use to be in 5 classes last semester, lol. Nothing much to blog about, damn bored, it's raining now. Update again when i feel like (:

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Boredom overtakes me, once again

2009-04-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

And again, i cant stop myself.

Tonight, it's Corona.

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Boredom overtakes me

2009-04-22T18:34:00.000+08:00

and again.

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Bored

2009-04-21T11:41:00.003+08:00

New Class

Nice Classmates

But lesson's as usual, Boring!~

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Fcking Friday

2009-04-17T12:14:00.000+08:00

when we are so far apart
can love heal my broken heart
i love you baby i really do
sleep is pointless if im not dreamin of u
with this last thing in mind
you have to read the first word of every line

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Let's get the party started

2009-04-16T19:08:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Girl. You've just turn 19.

Told you Ladies Night's gonna be an awesome one, yes indeed.

There's gotta be a better way out. Time plays a part.

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Random piece of shit

2009-04-14T19:49:00.004+08:00

The 30th October Baby xP

Ladies Night @ St James is gonna be an awesome one.

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Partyyy

2009-04-10T12:30:00.006+08:00

The massive get-drunk party at ECP Chalet ;p

hunks

babes

Ladies night with my girls at Butter Factory & St James

drink; drank; drunk

wasted (:

My Love <33>

I know how it's like to be drinking alone.

6 days straight.

There's too much to explain, too much to say.

Thanks ♥Nelson for the Vodka Cranberry.

I hate rainy days, bad memories.

How i wish you were right here just like that very day.

It's over, but i choose not to believe.

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For heaven sake

2009-04-09T15:22:00.002+08:00

I blog for the sake of blogging.

I hate my life now, i thought everything would be fine after yesterday. Apparently not.

It's just so confused that i dont know how to put in words.

I need you, or you. Anyone. Help.

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2009-04-07T09:54:00.003+08:00

Wake up; stare in blank
On the laptop; stare at wallpaper
Log in Msn; do nothing

Drink; drunk; smoke; wasted

...

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Screw mahh life

2009-04-06T13:31:00.004+08:00

End my life with this piece of shit

Fcktard

Those that will attend my funeral:

Abigial Annabelle

Bjorn Benny Boon Hwee

Charisse Celest Cuiyi

Derrick Dennis Dorven

Evelyn

Feroz Faris Felix

Gina GuoWei

Ivan

Jacqueline Jaron Jeffrey JeremyOng Joachim
Ken Kerry Keith Karl
Laura
Makoto Mia Mishuelle
Noora
PohTean
Qifen
Rodney
ShiShan Steven
TimothyYam
Vivian VincentKoh VincentLim Vodka
WeiShan Winnie
Yanyi Yanting
ZhiJie Zinc Zoey

Lawl. Serve you right.

R.I.P Fcker

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Go and die

2009-04-06T10:14:00.001+08:00

Got myself into this shit. Fck. Im sorry.

Sucidal. Memorial.

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So what if it's friday

2009-04-03T05:54:00.005+08:00

It's freaking 5.55am now at my laptop and i've been sleeping since 7pm yesterday. Woke up for about 5 minutes every 1 to 2 hour to reply smses. Then around 2am, daddy bought Wanton Noodles back :D I have to go to school later to discuss some FYP stuff. Omg, FYP, zzz. Damn fcking bored.

Ahhh, i've not nothing to do now, somebody teach me how to cure my "boredom-ness". Lol.

p/s: my thurday evening was an unforgettable one

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

2009-04-02T14:08:00.008+08:00

cute right? dont thank me (:

He's my new friend, i think. Lol (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BJORN !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

You're officially 18, [claps]

still younger than me, noobfck. Haha.

i did this post in green because you like green. Lol.

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the trust within

2009-04-02T09:28:00.005+08:00

Im still awake so early despite going clubbing yesterday.

Ladies night @ St James Powerhouse was the ♥ . Was there with E65N cliques, cousin and 小白脸 (i just call him that, he's hot okay) , Vivian and Jeremy was there too (: This was so last minute, didnt expect to be there, glad that im still approperately dressed. Saw alot of people, even Shirley Gan and Noora and loves <33>

I've been clubbing for 2 staight weeks, ladies night @ powerhouse last week as well. Omg lahhh, i shouldnt be doing this. Oh well. Fck. Home sweet home after St James and when i was in my shower, i told myself i promise ♥baby that i will drink lesser compared to last time already, because my chest hurts a lil recently whenever i drink. But to those party animals out there, dont worry, i can still dance (:

Sms ♥Baby, told him about it, apparently he thinks im drunk and i did something wrong. He said that he hasnt trust me ever since that incident. I have Vivian, Jeremy, Dorven to prove that i was totally awake, but why go to the extend for being so troublesome. I regret. I give up.

I give up, i regret too much for what i did in the past.

i guess i brought this upon myself
since there isnt trust, why still hold on to it
let it go, cheryl, give up, there's no hope for you
serve you right

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Win 3 Xbox 360 and 15 Microsoft Office 2007 Standard Edition worth S$600 each!

2009-03-31T15:02:00.008+08:00

From January 15 - April 15 2009, buy any book from www.mspress.sg and stand a chance to win 3 Xbox 360 and 15 Microsoft Office 2007 Standard Edition worth S$600 each!

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Unwanted memories

2009-03-30T15:27:00.003+08:00

How i wish time could turn back, imy.

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Random :/

2009-03-30T07:55:00.006+08:00

BFF (: imy

It's 7.56am and im here blogging. Lol. Woke up early this morning due to meimei's alarm, then went to block 6 for breakfast with mummy (: PRATA!! The prata there is really good, so thin and crispy, and it's made when order so it's hot and good. Thumbs up (: Anyway, mummy left early cause she've got to rush to work, she left the newspaper and told me to read this article. I saw quite alot of interesting news but this one's really funny.

新明日报 SHIN MIN Daily News 29.03.2009 Sunday 新期日Page 18

校长建议学生称双亲‘爹娘’

There's this school in Malaysia , the principle of the school said that students/children now should call their parents ‘爹娘’ instead or ‘爸妈’ .

Because ‘娘’ means ‘有良心的女人’ and ‘妈’ means ‘像马的女人(look at the side of each words), 跑来跑去’ and when they run around not staying at home, the distance between mother and child gets further.

Lol. I was like laughing to myself at the coffee shop.

Anyway, im really bored right now, after typing all these above and doing my facial mask and chatting with dear ♥Winnie, it's 8.27am now. It's been years since i've met her, so coincidently i saw her in the car yesterday. Lol. ♥Baby's in camp and will be coming out only on Wednesday. I have no idea what to do and i dont know if ♥ShiShan is coming to meet me or not, idiot him.

Im really bored seriously, i need money, cash, money, cash, urgently. It sucks only having $3++ in your POSB account. Lol. Mykii actually hold my pay cause of some stuff idiot. Shit stuff happens. Many things are going through my mind now, studies, work, money, health. Ahhh~

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Frustration.

2009-03-29T11:57:00.005+08:00

screw my life (:

"Girls are meant to be loved" (Fck this)
"Guys can be mould" (Hopefully)
"Guys should give in more to girls" (Yeah right)
"Guys should be understan-dable" (Bullshit)
"Girls should be demure" (Too bad im not, so what you gonna do)
"Girls shouldnt be left alone" (Are you sure, i dont think so)

What's wrong with me, why are you treating my like that. I just wanna meet my friends, i dont meet them often like how we guys meet everyday. They arent bad people. Im just hungry, im not afraid, i just dont like to be alone. Im not alone, but why do i have to be alone. This aint fair. Im not pretty, im not rich, but im not that ugly too right. Why?

Fck this shit.
I hate my life.
Why am i writing this, oh well, forget it.
Bye.

P/s: Ken and Mia, im sorry, you might not be viewing my blog but i just wanna say sorry for not meeting you guys up. IMY alright, take care and dont hate me alright >.<

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Random Tag

2009-03-25T00:26:00.004+08:00

1. Besides Ur lips,where is the favorite spot to get kissed? Ear, neck? LOL.

2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning? Sleepy.

3. Who was the last person u took photo with? ♥Jacqueline!

4. Would you consider urself to be spoiled? Hell no.

5. Would you ever donate blood? Yeap.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex? Yeap.

7. Do u wan someone dead? Currently no (:

8. What does ur last text message says? (it's too long, lazy to type out)

9. What are u thinking right now? ♥Baby

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now? Yes.

11. What is the time you go to bed last night? I forgot =X

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now? ♥Baby gave it to me, some army singlet.

13. Is someone on ur mind right now? Yes.

14. Who was the last person who texted you? ♥Derrick (:

10 people tagged to do this quiz.

1. Lishi
2. Vivian
3. Celest
4. Jeremy
5. Ellice
6. Zoey
7. Annabelle
8. Abigial
9. Yanting
10. Mabel

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with? ♥Jeremy Lim

16. Is 3 a male or female? Female.

17. If 7 and 10 get tgt,would it be a good thing? Erm, they're straight.

18. What is 1 studying abt? Diploma in Integrated Event Management.

19. When was the last time u had a chat with them? Recently, before the holidays, all mixed up.

20. Is 4 single? Now yes.

21. Say something about number 2? Nice sista (:

22. What do you think about 3 & 6 being tgt? They're girls, lol.

23. Describe 9? Strong mummy (:

24. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight? 6 will cry, 7 will dominate. LOL.

25. Do you like 8? I LOVE HER. Lol.

Life's getting worst
Life's getting boring
School's starting
Shit~

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Holidays!

2009-03-10T05:10:00.002+08:00

Australia, first thing that comes into my mind is the Great Barrier Reef, Opera House, Gold Coast, Koala Bears, Kangaroooooos!!! and many more of cause, there are so so so many things to name, if there's a word limit in a blog post, i bet i will have to drag up to afew pages before i can complete writing down the stuffs there.

Australia is so far away from Singapore, about 8 hours of flight 4 hours different of timing. I've never been to Australia before and infact, i've never been to any countries before as well, never board an aeroplane before as well too. On a sidetrack, i told mummy that i want to future my studies in Australia for my tertiary education (: Back to the topic, mentioning about Australia, baby just went there last September, for some army stuff, it was his first time travelling overseas too, and just for a trip for only a month, he spend like more than one week talking about it. Everytime we do something, he will go like, "oh ya, at aussie right, we did this... blah blah blah". 1 thing i could remember clearly was that he told me the Kangeroos're so cute, they hop really fast. Haha. Then i will be visualizing the whole image though i know i cant get it right. Lol.

As we al know, Australia is a very big country and Queensland !! is one of my favourite place there (: So why Queensland, one of the main reason lies was the Great Barrier Reef. Coincidently, Queensland, is the place that baby went as well (:

I've been in love with anything that has to do with oceans, seas, mountain and anything and everything that has to do with mother nature.

Let me just shut up now and look at this.

Great Barrier Reef. Look at that, omg omg omg!

Top: Whitehaven Beach. See the clear blue water, where can u find stuff in Singapore.

Bottom: Hardy Reef. Omg, just look just look. Mother nature's creation.

Food!! People always say we eat to live, however that's a nono for me, i live to eat, and i eat the best, i go around restaurant to try their good food, now RAWFISH, award winning restaurant in 2008, will be my numer 1 choice restaurant in Queensland now Omg, omg! I wanna swim there right now.

Shopping!! Who could resist that. Harbour Town Shopping Center. Just like any other shopping center in Singapore, from fastfood outlets to shops to cinemas. Now who wants to ask me out tomorrow :D Haha.

Ok, 1 last time, OMG! Australia is like the best place in the world, from the scenery to shopping to food and entertainment, it's the best best best!!

Going for an oversea trip to other countries for the upcoming June Holidays? Check this out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrxHp5CaLUc

Now, a 2nd thought?

Nuffnang is having this contest and is giving out free tickets to Australia, try your luck and win this pair of tickets! (: Im trying now too!

Next thing, i wanna refer this wonderful piece of news to my friends,

LiShi
Vivian
Charisse
Celest
Steven
Karl
Evelyn
Gina
ZhiJie
Ivan

For more informations, please visit Australia and the Come Walkabout packages, visit http://www.australia.com/.

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Many many things to say !!

2009-03-04T08:01:00.009+08:00

HELLO!! Good Morning !! It's 8.15am in the morning now and basically im awake, for some reasons, yea, and i got to go work later on at 11am so no point carry on sleeping. In case i cant get to wake up. Not feeling too well now cause i think im having headach and still went to jog with ♥Baby yesterday.

Anyway, remember the days when we use to play this really old game called MONOPOLY ? ♥Charisse and i kept playing MONOPOLY these few days. Lol.

MONOPOLY!!!

Apparently this is the start of every game. How it looks like (:

♥Charisse insisted on reading the rules cause we found out after many games we played, it's not the right way. Lol.

But for me? I cant be bothered. Haha.

This is the amount i lost to her, there's still more. Lol. Im like the biggest loser in the game, but oh well, i won her the last time we played. Lol.

This token "suay"

Look at all the houses and hotel, all belong to hers. Lol.

Her capital, money, title deed, EVERYTHING!

This is mine. LOL. "Kosong"

It's been years since i played monopoly with my siblings and friends, didnt expect i would get to play it again like now when im 18 years old.

On another note, i would like to say:

- HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ♥BABY !
- I was actually wanting to "keng" MC for yesterday work, but in the end, im really sick now. Damn.
- Congratulations to ♥Cel & ♥Jar on their marriage issue, everythings settled (:
- &&& Im more than happy and willing to be their "sisters"
- Lastly, whoever you are, please dont go
tag or comment on ♥Cia's blog, i dont know who is it but she came to sms me to question me -.- Idiot, make me so headach. Not my fault also.

I think that's all for now. Updates later or something. I gotta plan to go where to celebration out anniversary later :D

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Random :/

2009-03-03T04:03:00.003+08:00

It's 4.04am and i cant get to sleep.

Maybe it's due to the sleeping marathon i had just now. Apparently i've been sleeping for the whole day. Anyway, i decided to blog on some random topics that my mum and i were talking just now, after watching some advertisment on TV.

Internal beauty is what he's looking for.

Aren't you tired or bored of hearing this. Now who says external beauty isnt important. It's always the first impression that counts. Right? Look at this (below)

The typical sweet and innocent look compared to a not so elegant yet not so pretty look. Choose one now.

Rather pissed or i should say totally disagree with this. Whenever i say, i think im not pretty enough, not tall enough, others said, it's your internal beauty that counts. Bullshit.

Oh well whatever. Like i always say, life isnt fair.

Off to dota now i guess, craving for a sunny-side-up now :D

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Monday Blues

2009-03-02T15:05:00.006+08:00

Back on track, neglected my blog for afew days due to work and im out on weekends. Today's Monday, the 2nd day of a brand new month, March. Im having my off now and that sucks because ♥Baby's back and camp and i've got nothing to do now. Just finish eating my 汤圆 though. Maybe i should go back to sleep again, as usual.

2nd Mar : Sleep; Eat; Sleep; Eat
3rd Mar : Work
4th Mar : Work andddddd HAPPY 2 YEAR 7 MONTH ANNIVERYSARY !!!
5th Mar : Off. Sleep; Eat; Sleep; Eat
6th Mar : Work andddddd ♥Joyice's 21st Birthday Bash (:
7th Mar : Work andddddd ♥Laura's 16th Birthday partyyyyy ((:
8th Mar : Work -.-

School reopening on the 20th April 2009 and im working like hell now. I need money, i mean who doesnt need money right? LOL.

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I have so many so many things to write about but im just lazy, as usual. Upload more photos next time.

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Get-a-Life bytch
Live up to your name
Humorous (:

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Look on the brighter side of life

2009-02-25T21:16:00.003+08:00

Who say's F&B is all about service and pouring ice water.

Me; Zulaiha; Yan-T

When work get's boring

Retard. Yes i know.

Mum; Sis; Colleagues and me

HI!!!!

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Depressed; Hurt.

2009-02-25T01:03:00.003+08:00

I miss you, i really do, never thought that things would turn out this way.
I want you, i really do, never ever think about the future of what we may become.
I love you, i seriously do, all i want is you. No matter how many objections we faced.

Why did things turn out this way. I hate it. Rather drink and be drunk with all my sorrows. I need you, seriously.

Baby come back to me.

Listening to Class95, HOW DO I LIVE by TRISHA YEARWOOD.

Baby, i miss you.

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Feeling unwell

2009-02-23T20:35:00.002+08:00

Stomach Cramps are killing me.

After that minor incident, you refuse to call me, anymore.
It's always me that made the first move, can you do something different.
Im here waiting, still waiting.

My life's starting to change, looking at things with a different perspective.

I want to end my life, so quickly.

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Random :/

2009-02-20T02:21:00.004+08:00

As usual, i will be sleeping late again. However, i will not be drinking alcohol, cause i order McDelivery! [: Im hungryyyy, they said it will be here by 2.35am, now it's 2.23am.

Was randomly looking through my photo album cause all my previous pictures are gone after my laptop was reformated. Like fckkk~ But whatever. Oh well, im having holidays now and it's really really bored. Work, home, work, home, that's what im doing now. Apart from going to QueenstownClub slacking. I miss the ♥E65N people, and ♥Baby of course.

Here are some pictures taken at Timbre with the lovely people (:

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Fck my life

2009-02-19T02:46:00.002+08:00

Things happen so quickly, so unexpectedly.

ROOTS OF THE ANDES, Anakena, 2007, CHILE, CABERNET SAUVIGNON, Rapel Valley.
Indulging myself with wine, soothing music and romantic ambience.

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♥Baby i miss you so. I wanna be your everything.

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Anyway thanks ♥Ivan for cheering me up.

kind intelligent loving and hot
this describes everything you are not
i see you face when i am dreaming
that's why i always wake up screaming
i love you smile, your face and your eyes,
damm i am good at telling lies
what inspired this enormous rhyme?
two parts vodka one part lime

Haha.

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World = Realistic = Unfair

p/s: I left my wallet at my workplace, fck.

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My blog is so dead

2009-02-18T06:24:00.006+08:00

It's been 5 days since i last updated, well, there isnt much to post because

Im lazy
Too tired
Too much to say
Bored

Whatever it is, i just cant be botherd to blog about it [:

Having holidays till April. Zzz. Dont know what to do, have been working and working. I need money. Oh well, in short, just some random things to note about.

♥Baby came back from NewZealand ((:
Had a simple and nice ValentineDay Evening <3
Work is smooth @ Mykii @ HLV (:
Craving for alcohols,
and Mahjong as well. Lol.
Looking forward to ♥Laura's birthday party!! xxxx
Cant wait to see my results for Year2Sem2. =X
Missing ♥Ken <3333

Ehhh... I think i have wrote down what i have done these pass few days. Hmmm, more to come but whatever. Lol.

Anyway, random stuff i feel like writing... ...

I want to get my bike license asap
I want to have tattoo(s)
I want more piercing(s)

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What if i had not brought her to accompany me.
What if you had not call out for her.
What if you are not from the same school as i am.
What if i never gotten the game from you.
What if we stop contacting each other.
What if i had not invited you and your friends to the party.

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Why is our friendship like this.
Why is my life not the same like yours.
Why are u richer and prettier than me.
Why is my life so different from yours.

Humans are never satisfied of their life.

p/s: Just came back from Mahjong at ♥Charisse house. Won $3 in total. Haha.
p/ss: Working later.
p/sss: Got to go school this Thursday for FYP. Shucks.
p/ssss: I wanna go to hell. =X
p/sssss: I am lazy to upload photos.
p/ssssss: My boyfriend is a nice guy ((:

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IMY

2009-02-13T03:26:00.001+08:00

I just miss you so. Think about the times when we use to be together.

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Rants

2009-02-10T00:29:00.002+08:00

Humans are never satisfied with their life. Same for me. Same to you. Take Care.

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Random :/

2009-02-05T18:30:00.003+08:00

你知道吗？There are times when your hair keeps flying around no matter how much hair spray you use, the pimples keeps growing at the same spot on your face over and over again, rolling down off the stairs when nobody pushes you, or worst, use the shampoo and wash your face.

Oh my.

9 days more to Valentine day
8 days more to ♥baby arrival back to Singapore
7 days more to IDontKnow -.-
6 days more to IDontKnow -.-
5 days more to IDontKnow -.-
4 days more to IDontKnow -.-
3 days more to ♥Faris birthday
2 days more to IDontKnow -.-
1 day more to working at Hyatt

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黑糖群侠传 (:

2009-02-02T12:09:00.002+08:00

I saw this drama advertisment on the TV and decided to watch it. Seems interesting :]

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Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-28T12:22:00.004+08:00

Let the picture do the talking (:

abi, serene, ting

aunt and me

cas and me

abi and me

sebas and me

dorven's adopted kitten

when baby's on the way to the departure hall

Happy Chinese New Year to all :]

There's many picture that i have but im just lazy, as usual. Lol. ♥Baby's at NewZealand now. TC!

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Last day of school (:

2009-01-23T10:39:00.010+08:00

Change my hair colour :]

Today's last day of school. Cant wait for CNY and holidays :]

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Childish Fckers. Lol.

2009-01-22T10:21:00.002+08:00

Random title once again, lol. Basically, this post is meant for ♥IVAN :] Thank him for giving me morning calls today. I must say his morning calls are really different from the others. I cant explain how he calls but, ya, it's unique. Lol.

I cant wait for my hair colouring appointment :)

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Random

2009-01-22T00:05:00.002+08:00

I miss you, different thoughts, different characteristic, so weird yet true. Give me an answer soon :)

Thanks to all that are so concern about me, especially ♥Vivian that call me up in the middle of the night and make me not being able to wake up to go school. Lol. But seriously, thanks. It's been nice of you to chat with me for that 2 hours, both of us can speak up for ourselves :] Fck those guys. Lol. Haha. Anyway, TC.

Random post, nothing much to blog, zzz.

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Somewhere over the rainbow

2009-01-20T12:03:00.004+08:00

Hello. It's Tuesday. Alright, ignore the title, random. I cant believe that im here right now blogging when today's the last lesson of Business Finance. *fck* Oh well, i even bathe finished and done with my make up before heading back to bed -.- Promise ♥Dina to call her during holidays to go shopping with her :] I think i only have that lil number of friends in W64B, guess it's the age gap that's seperating me and them. Lol.

Mood swing all of a sudden. I dont know why, or maybe i know but i just dont feel like typing it out O.o Anyway, im figuring out what should i do now? I cant wait for holidays to arrive, and seriously, im gonna keep myself occupied with work and waiting for money to come. Mentioning about money, i need to open a new bank account, was talking to ♥Charisse yesterday that girls should have keep aside money for themselves, isnt it ♥Vivian. Haha. Saw her blog, about opening a joint account with ♥Jeremy, i myself thought of that, but with ♥Steven, oh well oh well, dont mention about it, he doesnt seem to be serious. ♥Vivian, i need you, talk to me! Lol.

If it continues to be like this , maybe you could jolly well ignore me then, it's been 2 years plus, are you serious? Is it abit too fast, tell me will you? I dont wanna waste my time no more, get serious. Please. I just wanna plan my future. I dont care if you're rich or not, i know you are hardworking and a good guy :] Im speaking the truth. Give me an answer asap alright, if not im gonna let you go.

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TGIF :]

2009-01-16T13:30:00.002+08:00

It's Friday!! Late for school. Lol. Work later :]

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Event Logistic Lesson :D

2009-01-15T13:10:00.012+08:00

Hello. As usual, in school today, was early too :] Bought Fried Fish Soup Noodles as well as 8 Dumplings with a cup of Ribena :] Haha. Just finished a movie, 27 dresses, i know, this movie is a very long time ago movie but anyway, since im bored, so ya. Hmmm. I am really bored now and i went to that website again. That http://www.explosm.net/comics/ website. Lol.

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I miss you!

2009-01-14T11:06:00.003+08:00

Im in school right now.
Im early everyday this week.
Therefore, im proud of myself. :]

School for the year3s are soon to be gone, and of course school for ♥Keat is finally over, im not too sure if he's gonna come for UT as well. I think i will not meet him any sooner other than playing dota with him online. LOL. Here i am, looking at this website that this wonderful friend of mine recommend me, and the dumb comics make me think of the dumb him.

how cute is this :] Im so gonna pwn him. Kept mentioning his meepo -.-

Updates later :]

Ok. It's been about 15mins and im starting to feel bored, i wanna update something. It's regarding the conversation between me and ♥Ivan :] (im gonna cut short because it's quite a long conversation, lol)

Cheryl: Im so full, i feel like sleeping.
Ivan: Meat generally makes you feel more sleepy as compared to vegetables.
Cheryl: Oh really!? So cool.
Ivan: What an idiot, oh yeah, chickens would do girls some good too.
Cheryl: What? More beauty sleep? Lol.
Ivan: The chicken are injected with hormones to grow faster so that we can eat them and these hormones goes into our body to give us 'boobs'. Guess girls like that.
Cheryl: Woot! Cool! I shall eat chicken from day to night. Any negative stuff about chicken?
Ivan: Erm, not any that i am aware of but there should be , but chicken and papaya juice, best effect. Haha.
Cheryl: Lol. Papaya fake la, coconut milk can also, but other milk got similar effect too. Lol.
Ivan: Haha, you sure know how to be a girl dont you? I've never heard of guys wanting bigger ones anyways
Cheryl: Omg.. are u a guy? I tot all guys wanted a bigger dick as well. I mean, i heard most of my guy friend mentioning it. Haha.
Ivan: Wtf. Nah. I dont, i think i should be happy with what i have.
Cheryl: You're juz easily contented arent you. Lol.
Ivan: Ya, why not, we should, shouldnt we?
Cheryl: Im content with wad i have anyway. Haha. But i dont mind having bigger one if it comes naturally. Another excuse, milk is good for health and it gives me strong bone. Lol.
Ivan: Save some money, go get falsies, implant some. Haha.
Cheryl: Nah, not natural. Lol.

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The conversation continues :D

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The start of a nice and new week

2009-01-12T18:28:00.008+08:00

Today's Monday and everything went smoothly. Was early and even had breakfast, haha. Nothing much happen during weekend, except working. I also got to know that ♥Baby has to go NewZealand on the 2nd day of ChineseNewYear. Quite shag, but it means im free!! Opps~ LOL. Hmmm, anyway it's for 2 weeks :] Gotta work too. School's ending and im on the holiday mood already.

Just came back from dinner with ♥Baby and i am totally disappointed with the Pasar Malam food -.- Just take a look at those food below.

The sharkfin soup is so damn fcking sticky =X *puke*

The kabab, i dont know how to spell, is cold -.- I thought it was suppose to be hot? Eww~

Before i forgot, i got this picture of ♥Charisse, first time im seeing someone eating ice-cream cone with a spoon. LOL.

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It's Friday!! :D:D:D

2009-01-09T08:29:00.005+08:00

Wanted to post initially yesterday but i fell asleep in class. LOL, till 2pm -.- Damn tired, but it's worth it! I wasnt late! Today too!! It's FRIDAY!!! ♥Baby's coming out today, but he's working. LOL. Im happy, cause i got my stuff for ♥Baby (: Anyway, played mahjong yesterday with ♥Xiang, ♥Rick and ♥Char. I won!! $2 -.- LOL. Better than nothing la.

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I cant sleep

2009-01-08T02:01:00.006+08:00

It's 2.02am now. I cant get to sleep. All because of helping ♥Keat to teach him how to down Left4Dead. It's a new online game, i think the guys should probably know, if any of you guys want to download, leave me an e-mail or add me in msn. Anyway, im also downloading now. Im bored, was talking to ♥Ivan, a nice friend that i met during a random JIVE event. Im listening to Class95 now :] and studyin for tomorrow's SQPE UT. I dont even understand what the 6P's talking about. Zzz. I plan not to sleep till tomorrow so that i wont overslept. Updates later.

Im pondering whether to rebond or do extention, or BOTH! LOL. OH! and i've not done my hair colouring!!

Updates

It's 4.35am now, just finish studying the 6Ps, dont really seem to understand =X especially week13. Actually it doesnt make much difference whether i study or not but anyway, im bored, so whatever~ Im still listening to the radio, now it's Radio91.3. 2 more hours to go. Zzz.

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Wednesday. Fck.

2009-01-07T18:38:00.007+08:00

Jan 7

It's only Wednesday and i've missed 2 classes again. My "not-going-to-school" feeling is coming back. Argh~ I need to study hard! I NEED TO STUDY HARD! Hmmm, anyway, im praying for ♥Keat, hopefully he can pass his FYP and not come back to RP again, for the 5th time. Good luck to the rest of my year 3 friends as well too. Was looking at facebook and might be meeting ♥Mia this Friday :) Before i forget too, went to ♥Charisse house to get a dress. She gave it to be. So nice of her :)

Jan 6

Went to school, UT sucks to the core. Zzz. Anyway, catch up with ♥HollandCliques. Sometime, i think life's stress, school's boring and things dont go the way like what you wanted it to be. But like what others said, if things doesnt goes your way, screw it :] Haha.

If you choose this path, get on with it. No point whining over stuff. Be mature.

I miss ♥Baby.

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Fun fun Fck -.-

2009-01-05T20:25:00.011+08:00

Weekend was fun :) I bet the others felt that too. Pictures below :) Anyway, today's MONDAY, zzz. Sians. Skipped school today, cant get to wake, im afraid im still in the holiday mood. Sigh. Forget it. Argh~

Anyways. Friday after work went prawing Saturday had steamboat in my house. Lazy to type much. Haha. See the picture yourself. Sunday skipped work =X Too tired, den end up went to Queensway

i miss ♥baby

Oh ya, take a look at this. LOL.

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Welcome 2009!

2009-01-02T01:36:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year to all! :]

It's been a long time since i blog. LOL. It's midnight now. 2nd Jan 2009. Happy Birthday ♥Jeremy! You're now 21 years old. Be mature and best wishes to you and ♥Vivian. Moving on, i have many many things to update, but i will just randomly go through.

Christmas and New Year countdown was not really a fun one. Stayed at home with ♥Mummy. LOL.
Went to ♥Charrisse house to play a game called Nightmare -.- LOL
Went prawning afew days ago, and ♥Baby's bike broke down, anyway, he gave a name to his bike, 小race. A Phantom somemore. LOL.
I cant sleep. Dont feel like, have been sleeping the whole day till im having migrain =X
Work tomorrow or maybe later and Sunday, ♥Baby's coming back :]
Can't wait to have family dinner next week, ♥Baby's invited :] I think my family is accepting him. On the other hand, his mom -.- i will try to salvage the relationship. LOL.
Another note to ♥Yanyi, im sorry i did not meet you, I will do something to make up for it.
Was at home the whole day, im thinking i should invite my primary school bff :D you know who you are, for steamboat. Haha.

Eh. I thought i have alot to write but now im lost. Haha. I think i will write another post if i feel like. Anyway, school's reopening soon. I will blog when school reopen again.

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Siansss

2008-12-30T16:46:00.002+08:00

Hello. My blog's rotting. LOL. I dont plan to blog now though but im bored so just plan to throw some words in the post. Im gonna blog again when im in school :D Holiday's alright. MC for work today, not feeling well. My lip's swollen. LOL. Dont know why.

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School is bored, but.

2008-12-09T14:56:00.002+08:00

School is bored, but, i regret not coming to school.

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HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!!

2008-12-04T12:53:00.005+08:00

random shot :)

It's our 28th anniversary, which means our 2 year and 4 month anniversary today!
:D

♥Baby was at my house yesterday night, random chatting with one another and figuring out what happen to my new laptop! RAWR!

I wonder where are we going to go later on. Hmm.

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Boring stuff i do in school

2008-12-04T12:36:00.005+08:00

Im bored, seriously, facilitators come asking me where am i, what happen to me blah blah blah~ Boring luhhs school. Was thinking how to spend my time and this is what i did.

LOL. I dont understand where some of these nick came from. Haha. Anyway....

Happy Belated Birthday to ♥Baby! and ♥ZhiXiang!

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Back on track..?

2008-12-01T09:08:00.003+08:00

It's Monday and im back in school, after a long "self-proclaimed" holiday. This is the start of December and i hope it would be a good one. But now, i know nothing in class, im lost. Lesson's bored cause i dont understand anything. Tomorrow's ♥Baby's birthday. I've got no money. Sigh~

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Weekends!! :]

2008-11-29T17:40:00.004+08:00

It's Saturday evening now and ♥Baby's still sleeping, zzz. Went to play dota last night and before that, met up with my beloved ♥NgBibi. LOL. Went up to her house for some chat. Dota till this morning and i felt sick, i dont know what happen to ♥Baby but he's always angry for little things, such as games -.- Oh whatever. ♥Jeremy jio to go Chinese Garden for swimming and i've longed to go swimming! But, yeap again, ♥Baby dint want to go, and i dont know why. Lucky ♥Baby's brother left his laptop here so i could use, if not ♥Baby would say i always dont give him enough sleep. Hmmm. wondering if the other Holland peeps went swimming. Im down with flu now, damn. Not forgetting to mention that ♥Daddy, ♥Mummy and ♥Meimei and me went to SITEX @ Expo, and ♥DarlChar accompany go to and saw her secondary school friend, and so coincidently he's my junior @ RP. LOL. ♥Daddy bought me a Toshiba laptop and they gave free gifts of many many thing, and 1 of my favourite is the 8.1mega pix camera, though its from Fujifilm, but anyway, its free! LOL.

Now. Let the pictures do the talking :]

This is my bff and the big pear at her house. LOL.

This is my beloved :D

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♥Baby is loved

2008-11-28T01:23:00.003+08:00

Didnt go school today, yeap, mention earlier, met up with ♥Baby for dinner @ 40. Then headed to his house to play dota, psp, slack, watch TV, ♥Baby teach me how to use POTM, and own. LOL. still figuring out how to install the garena -.- mentioning about that, i had to bother ♥Sam so much for this, but anyway, thanks.

Didnt join ♥Baby for dota now, but here blogging, ♥Charisse jio me to go to her house to watch DVD, LOL. Updates later.

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Thursday only..

2008-11-27T16:23:00.009+08:00

I plan not to go school for this week, dont ask me why because i myself also dont know. Im feeling very tired of school, and school is getting more and more boring.

Just finish a dota game, with AI -.- I cant play garena, im not sure what happen, something wrong with the version i guess, but i downloaded the new version already but still cannot play. Sianss.

♥Baby just woke up and he's now asking his cousin for help.

See! I own 1 AI. LOL -.-

Ta Da!

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Random Post.. Zzz..

2008-11-27T01:29:00.013+08:00

Hi all, i've been missing for afew days and im back to blog, i have so much to say but i dont know where to start. Hmm. Let's talk about an incident when ♥Baby and i was at LJS eating, just take a look at this couple.

In LJS hugging and kissing. Never even buy a glass of drink.

This one more "jialet". The aunty sweeping still can enjoy themselve.

Sometime i wonder why are there such "daring" people around, hanky panky in public area. Zzz. I was still sitting infront of them. Hokkien -- ai toah, want vomit.

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im back :]

2008-11-21T22:12:00.003+08:00

hello people !! :D

it seems like i haven been blogging for a week. LOL. Due to some emo, shitty, whatever you name it, feelings that i had these few weeks. Was not in the mood for school, hence skipped school for a couple of weeks. However, i think these boredom is over now i guess :] Too many things to update over this week. ♥Baby has been so good towards me, i love him. He said he has actually thinking of signing on, LOL. Ahh, whatever la, im lazy to type, im excited for MAHJONG!

To ♥Vivi: Congrats lahh, ROM plan liao hor. LOL
To ♥Amin: Hey i did miss you too ok!! HAHA!!
To ♥Mic: LOL. Pool this sunday i guess

Life is so unfair, as usual, people are jealous of one another, just cause you're filthy rich, that doesnt give you the right to kick people's leg underground or whatsoever, ahh. Spoil Brat.

I have so many so many things to say, but im lazy to type, im at ♥Baby's house right now. Maybe i'll update another time :]

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Friday.. 14th November..

2008-11-14T14:04:00.002+08:00

I HATE MY LIFE!

FCK SCHOOL!
FCK LIFE!
FCK EVERYTHING!

it just felt so empty

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It's Tuesday...

2008-11-11T14:52:00.003+08:00

Today's Tuesday people, the starting of the week only, dint went for my appointment yesterday because i couldnt wake up. LOL. In the end, ♥Daddy had to open the door for ♥DarlCel, ♥Jar and ♥Nini. But had to rush to school for UT -.- last minute then i realise.

Today's ♥Mummy and ♥Daddy's 20th or 22nd anniversary, LOL. cant remember. ♥Mummy asked me to join them for dinner, but i dont know where still. ♥JerOng jio for movie, but i think i'll give it a miss. Haha, might be goin to Next for free haircut :) Haha.

♥Baby called me this morning :) gave me a kiss! before hanging up the phone because i was having lesson and to praise me for bring good to go to school. LOL.

♥Baby's coming back this Saturday! WHeeehooo!!~

Get-A-Life bitch :)

Update!
OMG!! PP PASSED!!

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9th November 2008

2008-11-09T15:39:00.003+08:00

Yesterday

Went dota at night for 2 games with ♥Derrick, ♥Jeremy, ♥Nicholas, ♥Dennis and ♥CuiYi.
Then headed down to Bugis to find ♥JeremyOng, share a cab with ♥Charisse. LOL.
So coinsidently ♥Evelyn's bf is ♥JerOng's cousin friend. Complicated uh. LOL.

Today

♥Meimei went to airport, i didnt accompany her. Zzz.
Went 40 to eat. ♥Rodney, ♥Jaron, ♥Celest, ♥Feroz, ♥Kenny and ♥Jason.
♥Rodney and i went home while the rest headed down to Bedok.
Wanted to play mahjong, waiting for ♥Derrick and ♥Vincent to wake up.

Im so bored now.. Zzzz.. i miss baby

Hey baby, you know, people do change, do not judge a book by it's cover. It's the 21st century now!! :]

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终于到了星期五..

2008-11-07T14:48:00.003+08:00

It's the last day of school, Friday, last weekday of the week, and i've skipped school again. School is getting more and more boring, seriously. Went dota-ing with ♥Vincent, ♥YingLun, ♥HanLong, ♥Derrick and ♥ZhiXiang. Played afew games before ♥Derrick send me home. ♥Baby called me from Aussie this morning, scolded me for not going to school, haiz, whatever. I dont give a damn anymore. I HATE SCHOOL!

Another thing, ♥Meimei said she's going to Hong Kong next month. WTF! First China, then Germany, then this Sunday Vietnam, then next month HONG KONG! WhyTF is she going to so many countries. Whereas im not, some people say just forget about it but do you know how sad am i. I feel like an idiot, ok, maybe my studies are not that good therefore im not being able to travel as much country like my sister do, but so what, spending so much money. ♥Mom, just give me fcking $1000 and let me travel to Malaysia? alone? Zzzz...

It's 3.02pm on my laptop now and ♥Donna just called me, said to start work next week. Meaning that i have to work today. That's cool, but, where am i suppose to go now. Zzz... Fck again.

Life's boring. For me. Nothing to do, friends forever, bff. Ok, i had some, but not all have the same interest as me, resulting me, all alone. Guess i'll have to go dota alone later on, and maybe cab down to holland alone again. Mahjong tonight? Maybe. ♥Meimei ask me to go out tonight, but where? Pay's coming in next week.

Updates later ba.....

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今天是星期四..而已.. zzz

2008-11-06T12:24:00.003+08:00

Today's gonna be a long post, because i just feel like typing. Zzz... ...

Today's thursday, in school now as i promised ♥BoyfriendSteven, ♥darlCelest, ♥darlGongGong and ♥Vincent. Anyway, i have to come to school too because i've missed 3 days of lessons already. Im bored and stress. Stress about FYP. Whatever luhh, dont plan to bother much, just let the advisors or facilitators decide ba. Coming to school has become a dread now. I feel so bored. Friends, modules, facis, all are boring. I dont mean to say my friends are boring people, what i meant is that friends are now like seperating, they have their own. Okay, maybe im just feeling emo or neglected, just ignore what i've said previously. Another day of school tomorrow. RAWR! Boring~

♥Meimei is going to Vietnam, this coming Sunday, i shall be alone the whole damn week even before ♥BoyfriendSteven comes back. ♥Meimei has been going oversea for like the 3rd time already. Haiz. I hope someone or anyone will be free next week, so that i dont have to stay at home. Bored luhh~ Im glad that my so call quarrel between me and ♥Jeremy ended :) Went to have western food at ABC yesterday. Thanks to ♥Jeremy for lending me his helmet so that ♥Vincent could fetch me, thank him too :) I lended him money for his mussel spaggetti and he said he would pay me back by cooking 2 plates of spaggetti -.- LOL. But if it's nice i seriously wouldnt mind luhh. LOL.

It's 12:43pm now, ♥darlChar's sick, everybody's sick now, i also wanna be sick. LOL. Just boredddd.. Shag.

Btw. i dont know who's that Celest that has nothing better to do but to pretend to be ♥darlCelest. But it's ok la, at least i got that miserable reader that enjoys my boring posts. LOL.

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